The World According To G!rL

To get where you can breathe deep...where when it rains it doesn't smell like assphalt and dirty city....
To lay in the arms of the one I love. To have his kisses wake me in the morning. To have his hand reach out for mine each time we left for the waters edge....


Nothing could compair to these small little moments that I have shared with you the last two days. I love you with every fiber of my being....I love you to the stars.

The icey winds lashed against my cheeks,
and nipped at the tip of my chilled nose.
I tried to catch my breath in the cold air...
but found I couldn't. I began to gasp for a single breath that seemed to be just out of reach.
My heart began to race and pound so hard. I clutched my chest
and then just as quickly began to slow until it had stopped completely.
I blinked slowly. Watching as the room around me became a blurr.
I started to sway. I heard a voice saying my name....each time I heard it I felt a bit of warmth touch my soul.
the voice was so familiure, but so far away, so distant. Almost as if it were coming from across a great sea, and being tossed, and lossed in the waves until I could no longer hear it.

- then it was black. everything was gone. I felt no want, no desires, no fears, no pains, no happiness, nor sorrow...nothing. I heard nothing. No sound of the movie playing in the background, no deep heavy breathing of my one love laying next to me. No sound of the A/C kicking on. No sound of people walking above us...nothing. I saw nothing, no body beside me, no pictures surrounding me, no light peeking through the window...it was black, it was the darkest of darks. I could feel the darkness and as seconds crept by I felt it get darker.
With the darkness came the most horrific sense of fear that has ever come over me. It filled every bit of me, body and soul. Just when I thought that all hope was lost, that this was it....I heard that sweet voice from a distance again....slowly getting closer to me, calling my name...
"Emilee", "Emilee"............

Sometimes... You make me crazy!
most of the time, I'm crazy about you...
Sometimes... You make me angry!
most of the time, I'm angry at how much I love you...
Sometimes...You make it hard to breathe!
most of the time, I'm breathe taken at how amazing you are...
Sometimes... You make me cry!
most of the time, I'm crying because I'm laughing so hard...
Sometimes... You make me wonder!
most of the time, I'm wondering what it will be like in a year from now...
Sometimes... You make me giggle at you!
most of the time, I'm giggling because of the butterflies you just gave me...
Sometimes... You make my knees hurt!
most of the the time, I just go weak at the knees when your lips touch mine...
Sometimes... You make my heart hurt!
most of the time, my heart is hurting because it's stopped when you said you loved me...

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking aloud
But when you hold me near you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all