never could i have imagined this...

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I can't remember a time in my life thinking I would find someone to love me all his life.
I never though I would be married, or have a family.
Tomorrow this figment of a young girls imagination is actually coming true...
I don't know how it happened...I dont know what made you fall in love....
All I know is that starting tomorrow I will be married. 
I will be starting a new life with my best friend by my side.
My heart is yours, and I know I have yours. 
The reality of all of this is beginning to hit me...
Thinking about walking down that aisle towards you makes me so giddy... 
I can't seem to stop smiling...I have butterflies going crazy inside.

AH! We're getting married!

You have stolen my heart...

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I sit here listening to your deep breathing as you sleep in one ear, 
and in  the other I listen to "stolen" by dashboard confessional.



Oh how you've stolen my heart...
from that cool June night...
Watching the city from the mountain wrapped in your strong arms.
From your goofy faces you pull, to the smile that makes me go weak at the knees....

You have stolen my heart...
everytime you look deep into my eyes to tell me you love me.
When our eyes meet for the first time each morning.

Baby you have stolen my heart.

Don't Cry.

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WHY NOT!?
I hate more than anything when someone says, "Don't cry"
Did God not give us tear ducts for a reason?
Whether it's to shed tears of joy, or tears of pain?
Unfortunately I was blessed with the Jarman Cry gene...
and more often than not I find myself in tears...
whatever the reason is...
But I never understand when someone says, "Don't cry".
Not crying keeps emotions bottled up and then they all burst out all at once...
causing a great sea, or flood of tears rather than a few drops now and again.
If ever you see a tear cascading down my cheek don't tell me not to cry...
Just let me lean into you and let the tears come.