Is TEN days normal?

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...............DAD...............
i'm not sure what to write.
He went on a date tonight.
10 days...yes I said TEN days after his divorce to my Mother....
...With an old girlfriend from high school... the one that HIS mom always wished he had married rather than my mom.
I think what hurts the most...is that...he's just so willing to give up everything that he had...after 35 years. It's like none of it matters to him. It hurts that he's so blase about it...he can just pick up his life like he was never married to begin with.
I definately needed more time to adjust to the idea of them being divorced...my parents I mean. And now he's dating already. I know he doesn't like being alone...but...TEN days???? Is that normal?

at home

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It's amazing how I can look in your beautiful eyes and feel so at home.
Or when I see you after a long day and you wrap big arms around me and hold me close to you.
Even when you take my hand as we walk through the darkness.
When I feel the world falling down and nearly crushing me, you come to my rescue, giving me a gentle kiss on my forehead telling me everything will be okay....
When you tell me that you love me with all your heart. When we argue who loves who more til we agree that we love eachother the same....
With all of my insecurities and all of my many faults you still love me.
You can look past my flaws.
This is what home is to me.... Home is you.
I love you to the stars*

trip to FRUITLAND

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To get where you can breathe deep...where when it rains it doesn't smell like assphalt and dirty city....
To lay in the arms of the one I love. To have his kisses wake me in the morning. To have his hand reach out for mine each time we left for the waters edge....


Nothing could compair to these small little moments that I have shared with you the last two days. I love you with every fiber of my being....I love you to the stars.

Mom

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I have the most incredible mother in the world. In someways....you could almost say she's superwoman.
-the last week I stayed with my mom and took care of her after a major surgery and although it was tiring and at times frustrating, I am so blessed to have had the chance to spend so much time with her.
Mom is the most beautiful woman-inside and out. Her knowledge of the Savior, and of His gospel astounds me. She is so patient and loving with each of her children, even when we make mistakes.
Mom ALWAYS puts everyone else's needs before her own. Even when told not too...she still does for others rather than caring for herself first.
You never hear Mom complain about anything hurting or of being sick.-if she was sick she would still get up every morning and get us kids all up and off to school on time and she herself would then be on time to work still. She loves the garden, working in the earth, planting flowers. Mom is one of the most HONEST people I have ever met in my entire life.-and will not tolerate lying of any sort.
This last week has made me realize really how lucky I truly am to have her as my Mom.
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